Bored Poetry!!

Dare To Care….

about the girl they call a whore
bruised and broken on her bedroom floor
looking for love the way she knows how
never to take that most solemn vow

about the boy they call a fag
hanging as high as the American flag
removed from this world by a persons hate
standing so young at Heavens gate

The people you stepped on to get where you are
How bad did you hurt them? Will they scar?
Remember the ones who showed you the way
And always look to a brighter day

We are the ones who can change the way
It just takes one second from every day
Remember that things are not what you see
And then your soul can truly be FREE


JN

OH PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE let it be true!!

So the neurologist thinks we can reverse the neuropathy if we caught it in time!! No I am not yet a Diabetic but my neuropathy is as bad as one! She thinks it is due to my body trying to reject B12! So I will be taking DAILY injections for 3 weeks then down to once a week for 3 months then once a month for 1 year!!! oww!!! Here is what I found about that!

Vitamin B12 deficiency occurs when there is an abnormally low level of vitamin B12 absorbed in the body. Vitamin B12 deficiency can be a factor in a variety of different health conditions and disorders. B12 deficiency inhibits of severy decrease the bodies ability to produce blood, increases blood cell destruction, and is very harmful to the nervous system.Characteristic signs of B12 deficiency include fatigue, weakness, nausea, constipation, flatulence (gas), loss of appetite, and weight loss. Symptoms of severe vitamin B12 deficiency (regardless of the cause) may include burning of the tongue, fatigue, weakness, loss of appetite, intermittent constipation and diarrhea, abdominal pain, weight loss, menstrual symptoms, psychological symptoms, and nervous system problems, such as numbness and tingling in the feet and hands.

Let's hope then maybe no more wheelchair and even better than that!!!

ALOHA O'HANA

Well long time no post!! BUT............ Since we have all the reason to celebrate soon I believe we should! Paris and family comes home just when we USED to have our family get together. The 24th has and will always be one of my favorite holidays. So I suggest that we do the BBQ Firework thing that is one of MY fondest childhood memories. So who's in? I need to know so I know when to have Brian schedule his Vacation time and have enough $ to get there. Gas is ridiculous but well spent mullah if I get to see y'all! So once again who's in and any ideas for where we want to set up or times!! Love and kisses

Sweet Children

Just a quick not to any readers who do not know my new nephew came to bless us on 4/16/08! I can't wait till they are in the states to meet him!! And of course see his big sis and mine too! Heck the whole family needs to meet up somehow!!

Sina's Demand!!

1. Christmas Eve 1 gift
2. Road Trips and our special edition of America pie
3. For a while The Easter tree
4. 24th BBQ and fireworks
5. In childhood the hug and kiss line up when with the fam!
6. When you got me in trouble!! LOL "when there's LOVE at HOME"!
7. Dec 11th dinner CREAMED HAMBURGER YUMM!!! And pineapple upside down cake for dessert!
8. APR 13th some meal with nothing touching each other and a carrot cake for dessert.

The list goes on and on!!!

Your turn PLEASE!! and some different ones too

Tradition!!

So while watching Sat morning general conference I was listening to Sister Lant's talk. She was speaking about family traditions and things passed down to children from generation to generation. And I started to think of all the things our little family of 3 did do and some may say they were not traditions but to us they were. I just wanted some feed back from ALL of my sisters and friends as to what some of the things that were passed on to you and your lives now. Gimme a list I would love to know!

Medical Maladies!!

And the list goes on!! Since the main purpose of this blog is to inform my sisters, around the globe, of my life here we go. So there is still no definite answer to any of the many things that ail me. The only concrete answer we have thus far is Sleep Apnea. The study showed that I stop breathing 35 times every hour while attempting to sleep. Therefore I get to wear a BEAUTIFUL face mask while sleeping to force air down me. The other fact we all know due to the obviousness of it is... I'm FAT! But I have several more appointments with neurologists, sleep specialists, Bariatric doctors, and much much more. But on the upside... Well depends on how you look at things. I am now certifiably disabled. That's right I was approved in record time for Social Security Disability. So either I am DYING or just extremely lucky. I prefer to think lucky. But the down side is for Pete's sake I am ONLY 29!! I don't wanna be at this point this early!! But at least we may get some answers from here! Wish me luck!